whee. court.

So. Court. Yeah about that.

I wanted to pull my hair out. I cried. I just want a divorce. That's all. According to one of the women who work in the Clerk of Courts office, I need just one little paper. The damn thing could have been signed off on yesterday, except for this ONE PAPER, that my attorney, Frito Pendejo needs to give me. Rita told me to call him, and tell him RITA said to give me the paper.


Frito has not returned my call. If it comes down to it, I might have to borrow the money from k. to pay for this.

I just want this 20 year debacle to END.

on the advice of my attorney, frito pendejo....

At home with the vodka. Yep. Monday morning after work? Going to court to file my divorce papers. I just want to end this stupid 20 year travesty.

such confusion.

I am just tired and disoriented tonight.

I got to work, fell asleep with a sofa cushion on top of me for a lightblock/blanket while watching Adult Swim, woke up to a text from my friend Gerald, and thought...

where the hell am i? what the hell day is it? where in the hell is that noise coming from? OH SHIT! DID I MISS WORK??!!!


Yeah.

Huzzah for my two off days!

Retablos

I have gotten an incredible urge to make a Johnny Cash retablo for him. Come to think of it, I need to make a Hunter Thompson retablo for myself.

ANYWHO...I just ordered a lot of 50 silver milagros from ebay. Because you know, you can never have too many milagros.


Now to start on the designs...

you have GOT to be kidding me...

The one statement made during this visit that nearly made me choke?

He actually said...*quite frankly, I don't know how I got so lucky. I'm very surprised that you have any interest in me at all. I'm just kind of big, hairy and dorky* o_0


*coff* um yeah...

back to lonely

Well...he's going to be gone tomorrow, and it will be back to being lonely.

This sucks. I'm going to miss his kindness, talent, sense of humor. I'm going to miss him.

*going off to cry now...*

back to work...

Oh I'm going to be so tired tonight...have had the past 3 days off. Spent most of last night singing in bed with him.

Loved having him sing to me the most though. Nothing like having cheesy ballads sung to you in bed. :)